Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Moving forward with our adoption....

As many of you know, we are in the process of adopting our third little one.  You also know, that this has been in direct obedience to God's call on our family.  We are in complete reliance and trust in Him when it comes to funding our adoption and many have prayed and helped in our adoptions.  We are forever grateful for you support in bringing a child into the arms of our family and out of the possibility of an orphan.  We are currently working with Lifesong through a Matching grant to help with part of our funding.  If you feel called to help with this part of our adoption, please read the letter below.  Even if you wish to pray, specifically, for this adoption, please read this letter.  We are so grateful for all of your love, support, and prayers as we walk this road of obedience to our Father.


April 14, 2013                                                                                                                                                            
Dear Family and Friends,

This past November, we felt prompted by the Lord to continue to expand our family and adopt a third child, a baby from the United States. At the time, the urging from the Lord surprised us. From a financial perspective, we didn’t seem ready for a third adoption. We were still in the process of rebuilding our reserves from Elijah’s adoption. However, something that our adoption journeys for Nick and Elijah have taught us is: “In his heart a man plans his course, but the Lord determines his steps,” Proverbs 16:9. Ready or not, the Lord said “Move,” so we began…again.

After Elijah’s adoption, we knew that we were not done adopting. However, God’s calling on us to adopt is more than about us having a bigger family. Adoption is very much on the heart of Our Heavenly Father. Psalm 68:5,6 reads, “A father to the fatherless…God sets the lonely in families….” God uses adoption to change a child’s story. Nick’s birth mom was an alcoholic, and Elijah’s birth mom was homeless. Tiffany and I often wonder: Where would they be without adoption? More importantly, where would they be without many of you? If you are reading this letter, it’s because you have sown into both of their lives in such amazing ways. Now, will you help us change another child’s story?

The biggest challenge facing us is the finances to bring our third child home. We estimate the total cost for the adoption agency fees, document preparation, and attorney fees to be $30,000. This is money we do not have right now, but we know God is faithful and will supply all our needs. By God’s grace, we have raised $10,000 thus far between our own funds, the generosity of others in a TShirt fundraiser, and Jon’s employer reimbursement. Some of you may be aware of another fundraiser that we attempted. It did not pan out as we had hoped, but God told us to “rest in Him.” So, here we are.

 Honestly, our family is very humbled having to ask our family and friends for additional financial support. However, God has called us to be in community within the Body of Christ, and He has called us to make our needs known to fellow brothers and sisters. We are so blessed by your friendship, and we would like to ask you to pray and consider helping us in our adoption. There are two ways you can help change another child’s story:

  1. Prayer – Please pray for our precious baby. Pray for a healthy pregnancy for the baby and the birth mother. Pray for the birth mother that God would give her peace and comfort as she prepares her heart to place her child for adoption. Pray that God would prepare the hearts of Nicholas and Elijah to have a new baby sister/brother.
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  1. Financial Support – Please prayerfully consider making a tax deductible donation to help us pay the remaining $20,000 to bring our baby home.

Lifesong for Orphans (www.lifesongfororphans.org) and Legacy685 have partnered together to create a $2,500 Matching Grant on our behalf. So, whatever you give is doubled.

If you feel led to support us financially, please make checks payable to: “Lifesong for Orphans” and write this information in the memo line “preference Stewart #3546 adoption.”  *Note. In following IRS guidelines, your donation is to the named non profit organization. This organization retains full discretion over its use, but intends to honor the donor’s suggested use.               

Please mail checks to:
            Lifesong for Orphans
            PO Box 40 / 202 N. Ford St.
            Gridley, IL 61744

Thank you so much for helping us to change a child’s story with your prayers and financial support.  Investing in this child’s life is an investment with an eternal return! (Matt 6:20). We will be sure to keep you updated as our adoption progresses.


Resting in Him,



Jonathan, Tiffany, Nicholas, and Elijah Stewart

Thursday, May 9, 2013

Mothers...See as God sees you....

The woman I see is completely different than the woman God sees.  I see a woman struggling to understand, taking each day in grace and mercy with difficult decisions to make for her children's futures.  Hoping that each decision is not the wrong one.  I see a woman whose body is ripping to shreds and decreasing in size as  the years advance.  I see and feel a daily physical pain inside my body that won't subside, regardless of doctors' tests and medicines.  I see weakness in my faith, even though God has proven over and over again his faithfulness to me.  I see my short comings as a wife, a mother, as a friend, as a sister, a daughter.  Am I supportive enough and encouraging enough to my husband?  Am I raising my children the way God desires me to raise them?  Am I understand of their needs?  Am a friend to those in need or just need to talk?  Am I good listening ear?  I see my lack of trust in provision, even as God has provided when He called me to stay at home.  I see a veil covering the miracles that God wants to rain over my life because I can't seem to fall, completely, into His arms, letting go of all expectations I have set for myself.  I see a human girl wanting to be free of these struggles, diseases, and worries.  I wand to let go...I want to be free...Don't you?

As I look into the mirror with these exact thoughts overflowing my heart, my mind, and my whole being...a feeling of anxiety and fear begin to creep in, until God shuts it out and says, "STOP."  Close your eyes and see what I see...

My beautiful daughter.... A daughter of the Most High!  Daughter, I see a daughter, a woman that loves until she can't love no more.  I see a daughter who is a mother to all; to children of others, a mother of orphans, a mother to the sick, a mother to those in need.  I see a daughter living each day to please Me and Me alone.  I see a daughter sacrificing for her children, giving up the career she worked years for, to raise them to see Me as Me and not the world's view of God.  A woman who sacrifices her time to sit and teach her children and lend a listening ear to anyone in need.  A daughter who sacrifices everything to be the best mother, daughter, friend, wife, and sister she can strive to be.  I see a daughter who sits and prays for her family, her children, her father, her sisters and brothers and prays them to see Me and love Me and as I desire.  I see her pouring blessings over people she comes into contact with.  Daughter..please see this vision.  Look deep within and see the woman I see:

                                I see my daughter dancing, freely, in my rays of light without worry, 
                             without pain, without disease, without fear, and in my glorious presence.  

Daughter, see what I see and walk with me into the life I desire for you.  You are a precious jewel and a beautiful creation in my sight.  Remember, what I see is how I want you to see yourself, so that you may walk in my freedom and my kingdom.  Never forget....


You are a daughter of the Most High, therefore you are Royalty, deserving all                                                       my riches and glory as you walk with Me.

Monday, May 6, 2013

5 years ago, God confirmed his promise....Nick

Wow!  5 years ago, today, Nicholas went from being orphaned for the second time to being our sweet son!  The 6 month journey leading up to this most amazing moment in our lives was not so easy, but completely worth it.

I reflect on the past five years and remember the wonderful moments and the extremely trying moments, but each moment shared with a child placed into our home on this very day five years ago.  I remember that day, vividly, as does Nick.  Sitting outside the judge's courtroom, waiting patiently with a six year old, five days shy of being 7 years old and the feeling of joy swelling my heart.  The excitement and happiness in Nick's eyes were unforgettable, knowing that he was with his mom and dad, forever!



Nick has brought so much joy to Jon and my heart and confirmed God's calling on our lives through his adoption.  God has turned an orphan into a vessel of hope and true perseverance in God's plan over our lives.  We are so grateful for May 6th and will forever celebrate this day in our family!  The day that we aligned our hearts with God's vision for our family and the adoption of this precious kid!